As i sit here in complete awe of my own self, I slowly start to realize the depth of my unhappiness and the continuous effects it has on my life. I don't give myself quite enough credit.. i don't give myself value... Over and over I value other people I do for other people, seriously when will I change? How will i change.. Everyday I tell myself, you are better than this you are a stronger person.... Everyday I repeat the same decisions and find myself full of regret when I go to bed... When I got to bed at night I want close my eyes and smile, knowing my day has left me feeling fullfilled and complete... One day I will... That I promise... Be careful cause when I finally do ..... I might be too much for my own good.... One day I will be a manifestation of everything I once hated about others....