Monday, August 3, 2009

They say that things must get worse in life before they get better, but as tears flod from my eyes, I wonder how much worse can they really get... when does the trend go upwards.... when will i begin to see the sunlight. Have you ever woke up one morning feeling completely alienated.. Like your whole life it really hasnt been you but yet now her you ar trapped in the repercussions of someone elses life.. They say your children are a refleciton of yourself. Well I sure dont like my relfection. I never was a disobedient child, for the most part. Yet my children are a constant struggle and I feel so overwelmed. My head pounds and my heart sinks.... When will my sun come out?
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  1. AmosCookieAugust 3, 2009 at 1:34 PM

    I like the description you use in your writing. Keep your head up.
    -Cookie

    http://journaltopicsbycookie.blogspot.com/

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  2. Erinms23August 3, 2009 at 3:52 PM

    Hi,
    I will not be one of those people who say "look on the bright side", but I can say I know what you are going through. Sounds like you are dealing with much more than a struggle with your weight. Keep writing about it and try to think long term. It's not easy but keep trying. On a more practical note, check out The Zone Diet by Dr. Barry Sears (not a fad!)

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